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Sunday, July 5, 2015


Found a FT job at BCH as a Junior Accounts Exec. A week is finally over and all that i'm feeling is exactly like how the photo depicts. Gloomy, foggy. It has been an exhausting and overwhelming week. Been working OT every single day.

Work timings as said is from 0830 to 1730 for Mondays to  Fridays, and 0830 to 1230 on every alt Saturdays. Well, the timings are just numbers. They are not true. Never have there been a day where I get to end on time.

Worked for 12 hours straight on my day two of work. I must say, it was TERRIBLE. Had the urge to just throw in the towel and find another job but I gritted on. Everyday I pray to be able to go home on time. Or rather, anytime before 1930 (my last straw before I start to panic and get very pissed).

I really have no idea how long I'd last if this goes on everyday. I am not a workaholic like my colleagues. Neither am I gifted or am interested in accounts. It's just.... me being very desperate for a job and never did I expect to get picked for this position.

Oh Lord please keep me in your prayers that I will be able to pull through this tough time. I will try my best to keep afloat and learn to complain a little lesser. Perhaps this is part of growing up. Lord, please bless me with strength and wisdom in becoming a better person. Amen.


p.s I ain't in very good terms with my colleagues and by that I don't mean any negative feelings I have towards them. More like I do not know how to start any conversations that may interest them. I hope when time passes, our friendship will blossom......
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