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reflection
Saturday, March 22, 2014
just dawned upon me that i actually treat outsiders better than my own parents. felt like guilt is eating me up. haven't been treating the parents, especially my mum right. i have very little patience towards them. i understand that my mum is trying her best to communicate with me. and all i do is to reply hastily and impatiently, wanting her off my back. tbh, i also noticed that sometimes she'll do little 'accidental stunts' to make me laugh but all i can think off at that point of time is that it's very lame and i'll pretend not to see it.

thinking back, i really shouldn't have done so. why am i being this way? why am i not cherishing her and instead, talking to her sarcastically? i know clearly that i wouldn't want her to treat me this way, neither do i want my future kids to do this. but i can't help it. i should rly keep my own behavior in check and not let things get out of my head. 

nts: treat your parents with more care, concern, and patience. they are the ones who brought you to this world, they deserve all the respect. it'll be too late to regret if you start seeing outsiders treat your parents better than their blood child do. this just shows that they have failed to teach me well. 没家教. don't.
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