cny is the perfect time to gamble openly, even for the kids. to win some money and have fun. my family is forever to odd one out. no gambling, no mj, nothing. all we do is to rot at the grandma's place in hope for ppl to come so that we can collect ang baos. what's the funnnn? this year is of course no exception. luckily we all have our own gadgets to play with. imagine all of us lying on grandma's bed, earnestly waiting for ppl to come visit but just non of them came? 

i'm itching so much for a game of blackjack. cos thats the only game that i know how to play. pathetic much eh cos gambling don't run in my family and no one to teach. an irony how the parents are so strict at the kids getting exposed to gambling. wtf, pls luh the strictest parents raise the best liars. the more you don't allow them to do, the more they will do when they have the chance. seeing others enjoying their cny so much makes me so envious. why is my family so different, even during cny? can't we be normal once? this is getting so boring. rotting at home during cny wow nice one. the next time i have my own fam, i'd definitely throw a party, gambling like no tmr. 

thats the tradition, isn't it? kbye, i forsee myself ranting every cny. EVERY.