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An avalanche that looms above our heads but we don't believe it

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An avalanche that looms above our heads but we don't believe it

I really don't think any child should be at fault when it comes to the paying of school fees. Yeah I'm talking about myself. I don't get the point that I should be blamed for not being able to pay my school fees. That ain't even what a student should be worried. As if worrying for my daily allowance is not enough.

Frankly, shouldn't it be the parents who settle everything for you? I admit my family is below average and I've already came to terms that I should settle my own bill and expenses. But srsly how much can a part timer earn? There is definitely no way to pay my own school fees unless I switch to part time studies.

Friends around me don't even need to bother. "What is school fees?" yeah and here I am worrying about it and well getting blamed. WHY? IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT I HAVE NO MONEY RIGHT? Friends around me have easy access to cash. Going to their idol's concerts, planning for a short getaway, or even joining the school's immersion trip. How I wish I can go for these too. But what to do? One concert ticket can easily shoot up to few hundreds. But have anyone have any idea how long will it take me to save this amount based on the measly amount I earn each month?

I can afford to work more but that'll be the expense of my studies. Tbh, studies is one of the main reason why my family is below average. And I solely blame my dad for it. Another factor that I blame on is luck. Our family have really rotten luck. i totally agree on this saying "The rich gets richer, the poor gets poorer". & needless to say, we're the ones that's getting poorer. I too wanna be like the other kids in Singapore, be able to just focus on studies and nothing else.

Idk if my friends know that I'm THAT broke but I've been hiding it like a ninja. Din wanna lose out but I'm just so tired from hiding it. No one understands. No one...

I really don't get what I'm doing at the age of 21. Adult already and yet I'm god damn broke. BROKE. FML srsly. I know others out there are far worst than me but really, I still don't see the point in pushing the blame to me. People should actually open their eyes bigger and identify the root of the problem rather than being so shallow.