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Friday, March 16, 2012

It's easy to say that I want to be positive. But, as a matter of fact, we all know that deep in our heart, it's really a tough battle between being positive and negative. Well, my own family had been sick for almost a week now and that no one has shown any signs of recovery yet. Daddy's condition had gotten worst yesterday. The most facepalm thing was that I was not there when daddy called for me yesterday. I was apparently watching my drama on high volume. Oh dang. Just hope that we all can get well and life can go on as per normal.

Job hunting was not successful even though I went for two interviews already. Been applying lots of job positions but only some got back and ya. All told me the same thang. Just cos I am going to further my studies and am only able to commit on the weekends, you can't hire me? Oh forget it. I might as well consider withdrawing from school. But come to think of it. What's my purpose of studying? To get a better job next time. Yes, but something just contradicts sometimes. With qualifications but no experience, who is there to hire you? Who knows about the future economy? Hah! My Auntie even told me this afternoon via whatsapp, "不要这么年轻就为钱烦恼,钱就给大人去烦." How to? I can't help but think of my family's situation. Argh, nerve wrecking. Doubt not many people understands.

Anyway, Shan and I went to Haw Par Villa two days back to visit the 'Ten Courts of Hell'. Quite an eye opener. For whatever sins you've done on earth, will be punished according in hell. Obviously Shan and I were no exception. Passed by a wishing well guarded by a female godess and we decided to toss in coin and wish. I tossed a $0.50 coin and wished more than 5 wishes. Oh how greedy. But, you can't expect me to throw a $2 note in right? It was raining so no one was there to change coins either. Don't know how true it is, but as the Chinese saying goes, '宁可信其有,不可信其无'. I'll let the almighty do the decision. (:

Positive right? Am feeling a little better already! :D
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