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The Ugly Duckling
Thursday, September 15, 2011

Hello World.

I'm sure everyone heard of 'The Ugly Duckling'
story when they were young right? Yes, the ugly duckling.
Mummy told me once when I was young:

"Jia, it doesn't matter that you're the ugly duckling.
Just be proud of it, and one day, you'll grow to
become the prettiest swan. Don't give up, look
forward, and be optimistic."

This sentence gave me lots of strength and faith.
Till now, I believe that whatever that struck me
today, would be over by the morning. Forgive and
forget. Well, things would be much simpler this way.
Isn't it? Why must things turn ugly. Ignorance is
bliss. You'll never know what'll happen in the future.
Perhaps it'll be a change in luck? As the chinese
saying goes, 风水轮流转. Who knows that the rich
will become the poor, and vice versa. Isn't it ironic
that they say that the poor are much generous than
the rich while the rich are richer than the poor?
It can sound as crazy as can be. But come what may,
I'll still have faith. In myself, at least. I believe what
I believe. I believe that my family would be rich
in the future, I believe I'd slim down and look pretty
in future, i believe I'd excel in my studies, get head
hunted by large scale companies in future, I believe
everyone would be happy and healthy in future, I
believe those who deserves their reputation gets
what they deserve, I believe I'd run my own business
in future. See? I believe in everything. It's just that
it's not going to happen now. It's just the beginning
of life. I'm gonna make it happen. Someday, some
where, sometime in life. Yes. Be positive, be happy.
I can excel.

If anyone is wondering why this post had been so
inspirational or just random, well, it's cos something
struck me real hard today and I just couldn't get
over with it. It may sound like nothing to you, but
I got stabbed in the back by someone I knew and
trust. Just tell me, why are you sacrificing me for
you're own interests? Ohhwell. Daddy just mentioned
to me last night, 人 心 難 測. Yes, I 100% agree. That's why
it made it even harder for me to trust someone again. Bear that
in mind. That's also one of the reason why I don't open myself
to someone I'm not familiar with. When I trust, I trust 100%.
That also goes to show why I have so little true friends around.
90% hi-bye friends, 8% close friends, 2% trustworthy friends.


Till then, goodbye.
@ 8:54 AM