Hello dubu onew, why do you excel in everything?


Annyeonghaseyo.
It's chinese new year eve on wednesday & for all
that I could say, i ain't looking forward to it. Reunion
dinner is not complete without mummy as she's having
it in brunei this year. Oh suck. Besides this, many things
happened within these few months and my life changed
drastically. Can I all blame it on luck? Sometimes, I
would just want to cry everything out. Everything's so
different! If it wasn't for them, everything would not
had turned out this way! Why is everyone being so
realistic? No money, no talk. That just applies the same
to the other relatives as well.

Things just hadn't went well even if its 2011 now. The
misery was brought forward and I doubt this would even
be a better year. From family to money, from friendships
to work, from studies and back to money again. God, why?
Could you explain this whole equation to me? I just don't
understand why our family is the 'chosen' one?

Project piling up one after another, team mates were
stressed over many things, almost quarrelled, and exams
are approaching. Why is life so miserable? Yes, I'm choking
while typing these out now. How come everything's gone
this way? How come? We did no harm, being considerate
all times and abide the laws. Why are all these shit being
dumped into us and not others?

How bout some other people? Rich, pretty, sarcastic, clever and
many other traits. Why don't they suffer the same shit as
I am now? WHY? Lord, answer me. I've had enough.


Annyeong.