
An avalanche that looms above our heads but we don't believe it
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BACK TO MAIN!
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Floors underneath our feet are crumbling
Bits & Pieces
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I realised.. (:
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
![]() Hello World! Good news! I'm almost recovering from chicken pox already! But still quite a long way to go before I can resume school. My marks are quite obvious and that my MC is till 7th Sept. Most imptly, my parents said that although I'm recovering, but this is the period when this chicken pox may spread. Well, idk about that. But what I know was that I had been cooped at home one one full week already. Gosh. & what's worst? It feels more like I'm in a holiday mood now when others are getting ready for school next day? Hahhahahas. Weird. Bahh, whatever. Que sara sara (: Mummy kept her promise and made absolutely heart warming dumplings! Awww, that was so delicious. She even made some extra uncooked ones for my meal tmr so that I can cook it when she ain't home. How sweet of her. She also boiled one large pot of wintermelon tea for me which tasted like wintermelon soup. Hahaha! That was so funny. She kept twitching her eye brows each time I mentioned that. Cos, she knew she had forgotten to put something in. But just didn't realise what was it. Heees, so cute. Daddy was out for work, as usual. Up till now, then I realised the importance of my family members. I seriously got it. It was also a lesson learnt during this period of time. Last time, during my holidays after N levels, I got to know some of my wonderful friends. Perhaps it was due to the fact that I had too much of ground rules laid at home that made me felt so stressed and helpless that I wanted to break free and to just spend my day outside, happily with my friends, shop, eat, and play. Probably due to the brainwash that I got from some classmates of mine that made me feel inferior to them. I agree. Peer pressure. Freedom. I remembered vividly that it was freedom that I was pursuing during that time. I complaint that not enough freedom was given and I needed a break. But I wasn't given that much. So, everytime I went out, I dreaded going home. Even when I'm home, I'd just shut my mouth and onlining was all I did. Ignoring my parents and the next moment, quarrelled. Urgh, that period of time was dreadful. I swear. I've been through. Believe me, if anyone of the readers had ever seen my post during year 2008 sept. So drama. Now, I'd realised the importance and had compared the freedom and trust. It was really different. I love you, parents. Deep down from my heart. Thank you both for tolerating me being ignorant and selfish. Thank you <3 (: Bye World!
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@ 8:51 AM
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