I realised.. (:
Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Hello World!
Good news! I'm almost recovering from
chicken pox already! But still quite a long
way to go before I can resume school. My
marks are quite obvious and that my MC
is till 7th Sept. Most imptly, my parents
said that although I'm recovering, but this
is the period when this chicken pox may
spread. Well, idk about that. But what I
know was that I had been cooped at home
one one full week already. Gosh. & what's
worst? It feels more like I'm in a holiday
mood now when others are getting ready
for school next day? Hahhahahas. Weird.
Bahh, whatever. Que sara sara (:

Mummy kept her promise and made absolutely
heart warming dumplings! Awww, that was
so delicious. She even made some extra uncooked
ones for my meal tmr so that I can cook it
when she ain't home. How sweet of her. She
also boiled one large pot of wintermelon tea for
me which tasted like wintermelon soup. Hahaha!
That was so funny. She kept twitching her eye
brows each time I mentioned that. Cos, she
knew she had forgotten to put something in.
But just didn't realise what was it. Heees, so cute.
Daddy was out for work, as usual.

Up till now, then I realised the importance of
my family members. I seriously got it. It was also
a lesson learnt during this period of time. Last
time, during my holidays after N levels, I got to
know some of my wonderful friends. Perhaps it
was due to the fact that I had too much of ground
rules laid at home that made me felt so stressed
and helpless that I wanted to break free and to
just spend my day outside, happily with my
friends, shop, eat, and play. Probably due to the
brainwash that I got from some classmates of
mine that made me feel inferior to them. I agree.
Peer pressure. Freedom. I remembered vividly
that it was freedom that I was pursuing during
that time. I complaint that not enough freedom
was given and I needed a break. But I wasn't
given that much. So, everytime I went out, I
dreaded going home. Even when I'm home, I'd
just shut my mouth and onlining was all I did.
Ignoring my parents and the next moment,
quarrelled. Urgh, that period of time was dreadful.
I swear. I've been through. Believe me, if
anyone of the readers had ever seen my post
during year 2008 sept. So drama.


Now, I'd realised the importance and had
compared the freedom and trust. It was really
different. I love you, parents. Deep down from
my heart. Thank you both for tolerating me being
ignorant and selfish. Thank you <3 (:


Bye World!

@ 8:51 AM