Floors underneath our feet are crumbling

Oh, why can't holidays be longer?
Sundays became sucky to me cos of thr's
sch the next day which means i have to
complete my hmwk, get home early and
wake up early for sch.. How saddening?
AND ITS BZE TEST TMR. Dang, i was wondering
why is it in the auditorium? So very weird.
The table is just a quarter of our normal
sch table. Hopefully the paper was an easy
one :D Tried to study but i can't get
into my head! I kept having the mindset
that, i know everything! >:
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Met up with Shan & Linluo today, intention
was to study but.. Hurhurs. Heard some
negative comments about us from Mike. I was
freaking pissed ttm. Its like wth, we're
also part of the company. Or rather, some
of us were once part of the company. But,
why can't you just close one eye and just
forget about the matter on account that
we're being playful and once worked hard
for you're damn company. What do we get in
return? Why be a stingy boss; where everyone
of your employees hates you, talk behind your
back? Being so generous to the consumers
while being so stingy to us. I swear man,
seriously, with this kind if attitude, many
people would leave this company once they
cannot take it. Just a little bit of problem,
under your supervision, it became a serious
matter whr everyone would be unhappy. Why the
trouble? Oh &, you think you're artistic huhs?
Putting all complementary colours would only
make people thinks that you're stupid, low EQ.
Hahs, and stop putting up with those 'wise'
looks that you're forever giving us when you're
the evil one. Hiding behind the screen, viewing
all the CCTVs ain't a very generous thing to do.
It simply shows that you're doubting everyone's
ability to do things. Oh yeah, don't forget,
your title, is only the boss. Not the BIG boss.
If you're the BIG boss, i have nth to say but
just a piece of advice; If you continue like this,
you're just driving yourself insane when business
fails. But you're nt what. You also a boss, who
gets your pay. Get a life man. Don't always appear
here and there when you jolly well should disappear
by pulling our spirits down you bastard. Stop being
the MR 'NICE' GUY when Mike has to be the 'bad' guy
to break us the news. You're really, incorrigible.
Fine, that's all for the damn bloodly boss. I dun
wna waste my strength typing things about him out.
He's not worth my time.

To backtrack a little, it suddenly strucked my mind
after seeing a lovely family hands in hands going
for some desserts after their lunch. It was so heart
warming. They were a family of 4. A malay mother with
a chinese father and two lovely daughters. They were
sitting a distance from me when i notice them. The
younger daughter was so close to her dad that i
initially thought the guy who was her dad was trying
to get fresh with her. But after much sorting, i
realised they were father and daughter. Hahaha. They
were so closed that they hugged and holded hands. Hmm,
so sweet. They were chatting and laughing like nobody's
business. This is what i call a happy family. Having
a nice sunday lunch at the neighbour hood mall (:
But who knows, you can't judge a book by its cover right?
Which we always do no many how hard we deny. As the
saying goes ' jia jia you ben nan nian de jing '. Which
means every family of its own has their own problems.
Sonn after seeing them, i wondered about me and my dad.
Why aren't we that close? Our close did not include any
hugs, or even skin toughing skin. Why? I really wondered.
Don't get me wrong. I was just wondering why are other
dads just so very close to their children despite their
gender. Aww, perhaps my daddy did not foster this habit
since young? ): This is just so saddening. Ah whatever
bah, i guess my dad still loves me. Probably in just a
different way :D

That's for all people! I understand my words are a little
too small and my tagboard isn't here. Even i feel so weird
and so not used to it. But then, a new change would be up
soon! <: