Ohh-my gawd.
Heard smth that i can't believe just now.
Lols, totally stunned upon the news. Hahas,
but whatever it is, its over. Hahas, aiyah just
look foward bah. Maybe i'll feel better? Haas,
heck. Now studies are more impt than any
other things. All i want is to focus on my subs
especially on my weaker subs like science.
Ohh-my. Its driving me crazy. I just dun understand !
Idk why. Its like it just doesn't get in my brain
no matter how much attention is paid. I'll
just tend to stare into blank space. Hais, idk
how. Im sure i have no hope. But i do aim that
i could get at least a grade 5 maybe? Hahahas,
The road ahead seems to be getting blur-er and
blur-er. As if there's many many barrers ahead.
Sigh, stressed up sia. The feeling of seeing ppl getting
their results ain't good. What if i were them?
What if i have nowhere to go? What if i can't make it?
What if? What if? Yeah yeah yeah. Tough right?
And the worst is, i have no motivation to study !
OMG, what to do? Study everyday after sch. Nice
to say. Sitting there 4 hours only manage to study 2
hours. Wth. The other 2 hours? Gossip.. What the.
I can't resist. Idk what to do. I can't study myself.
I can't study with groups, i can't study 1 to 1. Then how?
God, tell me what to do? I want to focus on my studies
now. now. now.
Got my '0' art question paper 3 days ago. I was totally
lost. Idk what to do and which to choose. Art is maybe
the only sub that i can rely on to help me pass. Damn.
I dun have the motivation ! I need motivation !
Arghhh ! Wdvr. Im like still playing and nt really
concentrating. Im in the midst of everything. Aiyah !
Heck lahh. Heck. Heck.






Que sara sara,
whatever will be, will be [: