SO SAD LAHS ]:

Can't go? Well, i alr expected this outcome.
I can't blame you for that but i can only
promise one thing. Its not to be influenced
by the others. Seriously! Im not those who
would be easily influenced. Don't think that
by mixing with friends who are always
going out, or i can say being playful at times
is a bad thing. I can say that without them,
my life could be like so dull luhs. They were
the one who added colours to my life. They
brought happiness to me. As the saying goes,
Never judge a book by its cover. Im very sure
that both of you know this phrase very well
rites? Then? Always describing my friends as
猪朋狗友. Hello, get a life please. Don't you
know that it hurts so much? I hate it so much
when you both mention my friends. Never a
good word bout them. What if i describe your
friends as 猪朋狗友 too? Hate it rites? I confirm
that you would give me a tight slap. Then?
Get it? You all just don't put yourselves in my
shoes. Fancy claiming that you all know me
best. PLEASE LAH, are you that sure that you
all understand how i am feeling rite now? Im
damn sure at this point of time, you all don't
know. Yeah, you both might sense a drastic change
in me. But don't you all understand that i changed
under such circumstances? Huhs? Refraining me
from going here and there, having to see your
mood if i wanna ask you something? I know you
both cares. But can you both just give me some
freedom? Or maybe just let me 透透气 sometimes?
Im really going mad if i don't have such great friends
supporting me from behind. Really, many of you
might feel that im a little 夸张. But im just stating
the truth or rather saying whatever that has been
cooped in my heart for a period of time. So, mind
ya :D Maybe they care too much. They're just afraid
to let go of me as im their only daughter that they
would not want to lose. But i, personally would
guarantee that i won't choose the wrong path.
I swear, i won't. Cuz i really hate it too, so be
grateful that you both have such great daughter ok?
But please! Dun pressurize me too much as i can't
take it. Thanks. Hopefully you both would be able to
see this post to understand how i felt.
But i guess most probably you both would not..
God, bless me [: