My parents are friggin strict !
Argh ! Can't stand them !!
Can you imagine staying at home throughout
the whole of the damn holiday? I can't stand
my parents. They're like obstructing me
from going out here and there. Hey, they just
allow me to go out once in a week. How can
i live with that? I'd rather go to sch, see my
friends, laugh all day and can even like hang
out for awhile before coming home. Now? Its
like totally cooped in a four room flat, everyday
facing the damn computer and stone. Please lahs,
its MY holiday now and i was thinking that
after holiday, i would have more freedom than
before. And im like so toot to believe all these.
All are lies lah, they are just so typical. So whats
the difference with locking me up in prison and
keeping me at home??? I just can't stand it lahs,
I tell them i'd be going out tmr, then wahh mummy
immediately reminded me that after tmr, there
would not be anymore outings for me till sun.
HELLO! im not a small girl anymore. I can still
rmb the ****ing things that we agreed on. There's
not a need to rake things up agn rites? I jolly
well noe what is going on. All i wanted is freedom.
For a 16 year old girl like me needs no primary
sch freedom. Jiahui needs more freedom. She
wanna be like her other friends. Even her cousins
are having more freedom and allowance than she
is having currently. So whats the problem? I noe,
they care for me. But too much alr, i've grown up.
Currently, im like being treated like a primary
sch kid. Or rather worst than a primary sch kid.
Nowadays Primary sch kids has MORE freedom
than what i have now. Pathetic rites? Sometimes
i do pity myself. I can't help but to pity. Poor
thing lah girl. I pity you. Can they at least give me
2 days of freedom, leaving this ****ing boring
hse? Fancy saying that they are letting go slowly
all the time. But how slow? Till i get old? 30+
then you all give me the freedom that i should
have 14 years back? Then by that time i think
i'd be immune to be at home alr. No husband,
no children no life. Thats the consequence lah, i
know, its rather hurting this way, but im just
elaborating how i care. Thats all, nth much. They
always say i show no respect to them. But they
just don't realise how impt they are in my heart.
They play very impt roles in my life. Thats why
i would ask their permission everytime before
going out. Just because i respect them. Back to
the same topic, im their only daughter. What can
i do? Afraid that i would go astray? They're so
damn wrong. I won't give in just cuz of peer
pressure of under the influence of the others. I
can swear. All i wanna fight for now is FREEDOM.
Get it? F-R-E-E-D-O-M! Sometimes, in fact all
the time, i see ppl going out in groups, going to
fancy places, enjoying themselves, i really envy
them to the max. Green with envy. And everytime
questioning myself with the same old question.
When can i have my own freedom just like them?
When can i be like them?
When will my parents allow me to go out till so late?
When will they don't be so worried about me?
Yeah, this is my life that im currently living in. Having
no rights. I don't even have the basic rights like
opening bottled drinks that was left untouched in
the fridge and even get scolded for opening. Wah sia
la, imagine. My ****ing room is just like a motel.
Asking me to stay in my room equals to suicidal. And
im serious with that sentence. Well, whats more?
God, i know you care. Please help. I can't take this
much longer. I know i maybe in the wrong mostly.
But im also a human. They say they treat me like
an adult by trusting me. But i don't see the trust.
Get what i mean? Lord, help me [:
Toodles :D
Bring me on a Ferris Weel ride [:
