I had been wondering these few days that what if
we meet up all of a sudden? We would be like miles
away from each other though we're just as close as
anything. So near yet so far ]: True enough, just
as what i expected, our relationship just seems to
drift apart. You weren't like this before. I dun know
what has happened to you. Ever since that incident
happened, you just changed drastically. As if friends
were ur priority and studies is secondly. Hey girl,
i care. Thats why i dun wanna you to turn astray.
I know, you may have finshed ur exams. But, i still
felt that we're just so like strangers. Seriously i felt so
inferior compared to you. We're blood related and yet
you treated ur friends so damn better than me. I wonder
sometimes.. I really wonder. What am i going to do
when im gonna see you? We totally have nth in common
to talk about. Msn? Ah just forget it. Not even a few
sentences and we're just as cold towards each other
agn. At least last time, you could just put away all friendships
and enjoy ur time with ur family members. But i dun
think you'll be willing to do that now. All because of your
stead, you gave up such a good chance. Im totally
disappointed. I know, i maybe poking my nose into ur
affairs. But i do care. I dun wish to see you like this. Always
giving me the cold shoulder. At least you weren't once
like this when you have a stead. But now? Hais, i totally gave
up alr. My parents asked me why i dun contact you anymore,
I just told them that i can't be bothered with you. I know
im not in the position to control you and i know very well that
ppl do change. But i'd just like you to know that im still
ur family. So, even if you run into any problems, just go
ahead and confide to me. I'll always like there. Thats what
family members are for. I just walk one step and count one
step each day. Lets just hope that by the day when we meet,
we're just as close as ever okays? I alr lost contact with one
of my family memebers, i dun wish to lose you too. Or else,
i'd really be alone without my parents and my friends. So,
i seriously treasure every friendships that i make. [[:
Maybe im thinking too much. But sometimes it just can't
change the fact that im being too over sensitive. ):

Thats all for today [[:
Not in my very best mood today.
Maybe of the conversation we had today bahs.
I just felt that im being given the cold shoulder.
Thats all. That was from my point of view. Idk how you think...



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